I have always tried to approach each day with a full heart, but today, my heart is completely broken and empty. No matter how hard I try, I cannot find a way to comprehend what is happening in our nation - once again.
I have learned that my voice is hopeless in all of this. To live hopeless and heartbroken is a waste, but it's also the reality of every student and teacher in our schools.
Hopeless and heartbroken - a portrait of American education.
I've always loved hummingbirds. They start to appear in early spring and they quickly remind me of the lazy days of summer, when I sit on my porch with a cup of tea to watch them flitter about, often battling one another for a drink of nectar at one of my many feeders. I'm never alone when I relax on my porch with the hummers. Either my husband, or one of my teenage boys or a friendly neighbor, joins me for the spell-bounding quiet of our little nature preserve. The tiny feathered creatures buzz around us as we share the stories of our days, our pasts and our futures. These moments of calm, in the middle of summer, under the shade of our maple and birch trees, are my favorite. There is no rush to plan a lesson, grade a paper, answer a phone or check off another item on my to do list. I can just sit, and observe and talk with those who matter the most. In September, shortly after school starts, the hummingbirds leave for the sea...

I feel exactly the same way. Utterly hopeless and deeply heartbroken.
ReplyDeleteI find myself speechless time and time again because no one wants to hear the only solution that will make a difference.
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